*sigh* 杰倫...回到過去

I'm watching Jay's old MVs nonstop...I love his old look. I can't point out exactly what it is about the way he looked back then compared to now. I think it could be the way he holds himself..? It's not only his physical appearance but also his music. It's not like I don't like his music now...far from it. But I do miss the feel of his older music.

I feel he's changed a lot. Of course this is only from the viewpoint of a fan. I don't know him in person (as much as I wish I did).

Remember the old days when he'd wear baseball caps on TV cause he was shy? He's a lot more confident now,  with many more albums, concerts and a truckload of greenbacks under his belt. When was the last time he appeared on TV or at an awards show?

Is it just cause he's ridiculously busy? Will we see a lot of Jay soon? Probably, since he's got an album, 'Pandamen' and 'The Green Hornet' on the way. Guess I'm just a stupid, impatient fangirl.

I wonder if he had an idea when he released his first album, that he would be where he is today.

Here's one of the first songs of his I ever heard, from his first album. He looks so young! I really don't get the shots of a random Caucasian woman smoking though (she looks decades older than Jay with that evil ciggie). But hey, who cares. Jay and his music are all that matters.

Maybe ten minutes ago, I was kinda frustrated. After writing this and thinking it all over, I feel at ease again :) Writing is therapeutic.

So is Youtube ^^

For you, I will continue to wait <3
對不起， 周杰倫。。。